Note to self.

I haven't documented anything so far. Anything I've done in the past years has been left behind under different pseudonyms. My mind has been scattered, unable to focus on one thing. It wanders into an abyss of distraction and at some point I wake up only to realise all the time I've wasted. Here I will track my progress. 

Why in public? A lot of realisations I've made so far have come from others sharing their experiences. I've always been reluctant to share anything with the world. Nothing has ever felt good enough to do so. I'm now coming to terms with the fact that nothing is meant to be perfect. The interesting part is the process, not the outcome. Not sharing would be a disservice. Plus, I want to improve my writing skills. It validates my existence.

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